Today is tough, but who am I to complain when there are so many in this world that are hurting? I guess it's human nature! At any rate, I'm giving myself a "get out of jail free card" today! Blah!
It's funny or ironic or weird or something like one of those adjectives; I am a solitary person and love spending time in solitude! So, why am I so lonely today? Actually, I think that the loneliness that I feel today has absolutely nothing to do with my physical state of being alone. It has more to do with my heart that aches so for loved ones that I can't reach.
It's so hard, so complicated, so worldly! I pray about it and have prayed and will continue to pray, but it seems as though God's plan is just not going to be revealed to me in the very near future; this is so hard for me as I am most impatient when it comes to my loved ones. They are the reason that I continue to breathe; I know, I know...it's really because God allows me the next breath! But you know what I mean.
I already feel much better after having gotten some of this pain off my chest and on virtual paper.
I have to believe that tomorrow will be better!
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